Welcome to My humble Scribblings, where I scribble on normal, daily happenings (which sometimes I take for granted), and on emotional expressions which are most often difficult to do verbally. I don't offer much except for sweet memories, self-reflection, and probably some new lessons for life. Happy Reading!

Sunday, January 15, 2012

pokok laici

9 oktober - mak & papa datang rumah melawat cucu3nya ;). papa bawak benih pokok laici yang disemai masa adik saya, june, mengidam nak makan buah laici fresh (takmau yg dalam tin). papa saya semai beberapa pokok. satu ditanam di rumah adik saya, aie. dah tinggi dah pokok tu. kali ni papa tanam di halaman rumah saya pulak. tapi bila dia cangkul tanah tu, dia tak confident pokok laici ni boleh tumbuh sebab tanah tu tanah liat. petang tu juga kitorang pergi nurseri cari tanah bakar. bila dah beli 3 bungkus dan papa masukkan kat dlm lubang tu, dia kata tanah bakar tu bukan yg ori, tapi telah bercampur dgn tanah liat juga. walau bagaimanapun, dengan bismillah papa tanam juga pokok laici tersebut. dia pesan suruh topup dgn tanah bakar & siram air.

tanah yg dikorek

papa menggali lagi

fathinah & akmal & atok mereka
dan... dengan sedihnya pokok tu memang takat macam tu jugalah sampai skrg ni...


kutu b*b*

tadi kisah fathinah, kali ni kisah akmal pulak. ada satu hari tu, saya perasan ada satu dot kecil di kelopak mata kiri bawah akmal. bila check macam takde apa2. lama-kelamaan dot tu semakin besar dan hitam. bila saya cuba tarik benda tu, akmal nangis. i totally have no idea what that was sehinggalah babysitter bagitau yang benda tu ialah kutu b*b*!!. malam tu saya perasan kutu tu dah makin besar. saya cuba tarik tapi tak boleh tambahan pula si akmal ni menangis je. badan dia pun dah panas macam demam. so the next day first thing in the morning, kami pun bawaklah akmal ke pku, jumpa dr maizatul lagi...

haa... besar tak kutu yg melekap kat bawah mata akmal tu? otw to pku ni
dr mai sedang mencabut kutu tersebut. 3 nurses pegang akmal yang dibedung.

doktor letak antibiotik pada tempat yg kena gigit.


hmmm... itulah kisahnya hero saya ni... dia punya melalak, satu pku dengar! dahlah dalam tu ramai students and staff masa kita bawak dia. doktor bagi akmal ubat demam juga, tapi nasib baiklah demam dia sekejap je.


hidung berdarah

fathinah seorang yang sangat lasak walaupun dia girl. sejak dlm kandungan lagi dia memang macam tu. oleh kerana dia lasak, maka selalulah dia terhantuk sana terhantuk sini, tertonggeng, dan macam2 aksi lain. masa umur dia 3 thn, hidung dia selalu berdarah. bila berdarah tu, bukan sikit2, macam air mengalir deras. kadang2 dlm seminggu, ada 3-4 hari dia berdarah. ada sekali tu, cikgu nurseri buat emergency call sebab dia kata hidung fathinah berdarah 2 kali, pagi dan petang dlm satu hari. so, my hubby & i bawak dia pegi pku. doktor check hidung dia, katanya hujung hidung fathinah sangat sensitif. dia nampak banyak saraf halus merah di hujung hidung. lantas dr maizatul tulis referral letter kpd ent di hospital pantai for further investigation.

the following week, kitorang pun bawaklah fathinah pegi jumpa dengan ent specialist tu. dia masukkan kamera dalam hidung fathinah. ini gambarnya:


dalam hidung kiri dan kanan
masa doktor masukkan kamera di hujung hidung, fathinah ok lagi. bila doktor masukkan ke dalam lagi, fathinah mula menangis. according to him, punca darah hidung fathinah ialah dari hujung hidung, which means, i should not worry too much. hujung hidung dia ada extra saraf halus yg buat hidung lebih sensitif. jadi fathinah kena elakkan dari korek hidung, kalau bersin tak boleh kuat2 sangat, and kalau ada tanda nak selsema kena cepat bagi ubat selsema. lagi satu, fathinah tak boleh terhantuk sbb boleh buat hidung dia berdarah. he also said, bila fathinah makin besar, hidung berdarah ni akan hilang dengan sendirinya. tapi kalau kita as parents ni risau, dia kata fathinah boleh jalani laser utk matikan saraf2 halus tu. dia bagi ointment+antibiotic utk sapu dlm hidung fathinah.

* hidung fathinah masih lagi berdarah tapi tak sekerap dulu. kadang2 je especially kalau dia main dlm cuaca yg sangat panas atau kalau dia terhantuk. cikgu2 kat nurseri bagi lebih perhatian pada dia. saya pun dah ajar cikgu mcmana nak handle kalau hidung dia berdarah. Doktor kata, tundukkan kepala fathinah, picit hujung hidung dlm 10 saat, kemudian lepaskan. buat beberapa kali sampai darah berhenti. jangan sesekali baringkan dia, sebab darah boleh masuk ke otak dan ini lebih bahaya.

Eidul Fitri (28 august - 5 sept)

memang dah sangat2 lewat pun to talk about eid yang lepas. skrg dah masuk tahun baru hijrah pun kan... this year, turn beraya di kampung hubby, kg air molek, kuala sg baru, masjid tanah. lama juga lah stay di kampung sbb kami tunggu semua adik beradik balik kampung barulah kami beraya at my parents' di jb. here are some of the photos taken di kampung.

kenapa la semua monyok ye?

my little family :)

adlina & fathinah with hanis. hanis darjah 4 tahun ni. dia ialah cucu  saudara my husband, so dia  ialah anak saudara to my kids.

my heroes - big one and little one ;)

tudung semua dah tanggal...

adlina with cousins - kakak nadzirah, kakak nadzurah and adik najwa
ok, skrg kita tengok gambar raya di jb pulak...

my papa, kids & cousins

with my hubby

dalam rumah kecil yang dibina oleh pak itam

adlina & fathinah with their young uncles

budak montel aneem, handsome boy ayish with ibu & mak june (nabilah terselindung di belakang ibu)

Raya tahun ni disambut sederhana. ada cerita gembira dan ada berita sedih. gembira kerana seorang cousin telah melangsungkan perkahwinannya pada 3 september di rumah mak esah di jb. sedih kerana pada 4 september, seorang cousin yang masih muda (23 thn) telah pergi menghadap Ilahi di hospital segamat. selang 10 hari lepas tu, mak saudara juga telah pergi buat selama-lamanya di muar. al-fatihah untuk roh kedua-duanya semoga mendapat rahmat dari Allah jua....

p/s: 6/9 saya register sebagai student di UTM Skudai. cerita tentang perjalanan hidup saya sebagai pelajar ada di myphdadventure.blogspot.com




Saturday, January 14, 2012

terbengkalai...

assalamualaikum pada blog ni yang lama terbengkalai... kesiannya, bukan maksud nak abandon terus tapi first semester of studying memang perlu fokus & konsentrasi, masa macam mencemburui, terkejar sana terkejar sini...
banyak perkara yang berlaku dlm family, especially hal anak3. walaupun dah agak lama berlalu, tapi kenangan dgn anak3 tetap sentiasa segar di ingatan...
this post is the intro only, the next few posts will talk about the events and hopefully with some photos...

Thursday, August 25, 2011

new adventure ahead!

Salam Ramadhan to all and Eid Mubarak! segala puji bagi Allah swt yg memberi peluang untuk kita meneruskan kehidupan di dalam bulan yang mulia ini...

Wah lagi beberapa hari lagi kita akan berhari raya, pasti ramai yang telah membuat persiapan untuk menyambut lebaran ini, kan... for me, the preparation is simple. the reason is that i have another important thing to do at the same time. Yes, dlm bulan ramadhan ini, di kala orang lain sibuk dengan persiapan raya, saya sibuk dengan urusan cuti belajar (well, tak de lah sesibuk mana if compared to mereka yang nak cuti belajar ke luar negara), tapi still rasa terkejar-kejar ke sana ke mari.

Urusan borang2 dan surat dari KPT diberi masa 14 hari. Surat dan borang2 dari uthm pula sampai pada hari ke 7 selepas dapat dokumen dari KPT. Maka bermulalah episod lawatan ke PKU, pejabat pos, rumah pakcik (sebagai penjamin), LHDN (untuk urusan mati setem), ulang-alik pejabat pendaftar. Tadi baru saja pergi ke library, tp malangnya tak dibenarkan masuk kerana ada sesi rakaman Dato' NC untuk ucapan raya, so nampaknya kena tunda untuk dapatkan signature pegawai di library. PTM, akan dilawati lepas naik cuti raya sbb skrg ni banyak files dlm laptop yg perlu di transfer untuk kosongkan laptop ni sebelum dipulangkan kepada PTM. Mujurlah saya akan belajar di UTM Skudai, jadi tak ada masalah nak datang semula ke sini. Kalau lah saya belajar kat oversea, mau jenuh lah saya kena settlekan semua sebelum fly. Barang2 dalam ofis masih belum kemas sepenuhnya lagi. Baru 1 ruang dlm bookshelves yang dah clear. ada banyak kotak2 lagi. assignments students lagi. files lagi. nasib baiklah saya diberi masa sebulan untuk uruskan hal ni. tapi sekarang ada lagi 2 minggu saja lagi untuk serahkan kunci ofis.

Keadaan di rumah, jangan cerita lah. segala2nya serba simple. tiada penambahan perabot or langsir baru, tapi yang pasti akan ada tambahan rak buku dan juga komputer baru (ye lah, nak jadi student, kan?). our (my hubby & i) plan is, ruang tamu kedua akan dijadikan study room for all of us. sebelum ini, tetamu dirai samada di ruang utama or ruang tamu kedua, but this time, mereka akan dirai di ruang utama sahaja, sbb bakal 'study room' tu dah tak berapa sesuai utk jadi 'santapan mata' tetamu ;).

The question is: adakah saya betul2 bersedia untuk jadi student semula?


ruang tamu ke dua rumah saya
saya juga berangan untuk buat satu blog khas untuk coretan perjalanan pengajian saya... tapi tak tahu lah samada sempat atau tidak saya lakukan perkara tersebut... andai ia ada, saya akan menulis di sana tak lama lagi....



Friday, July 8, 2011

mixed feelings

Alhamdulillah, I have received the offer letter to pursue study at UTM via email on Wednesday, 6th July. The registration is on the 6th September and lectures begin on the 12th. But, (because of my own doings) I am not sure if I could secure the scholarship by September. Fingers-crossed, ultimately, InsyaAllah, i pray that Allah will have some mercy on me about this matter...
So, this particular email has made my nervous system works extra hard these past 2 days - a mixed feeling of excitement, enthusiasm, apprehensive, uneasy, blank, sleep-deprivation - only to mention some.
 
Sambung belajar ini adalah satu tanggungjawab besar yang perlu diuruskan dengan baik, apatah lagi dengan menggunakan biasiswa negara, duit rakyat jelata, duit kita semua, so, saya mesti belajar bersungguh2 dan berjaya, dan memberi sumbangan sewajarnya kepada rakyat dan negara.

Friends asked who my supervisor is. I have 2.
'Wah, kak, dia sangat strict! Saya pernah "menangis air mata darah" bila dia jadi examiner saya', Aisyah responded. I gulped. 'Tapi dia sangat jaga kualiti research students di bawah dia', she continued.

'Kak, nanti saya nak pinjam dan baca thesis akak bila dah siap. Selalunya students yang belajar dengan supervisor ni, produced high quality research & paper', Hanim added.

I called the FP office to ask about courses I need to register, and she asked who my supervisor is.

'Wah, puan, beruntung puan dapat supervisors tersebut. 2 - 2 sangat strict tapi mereka sangat bagus. InsyaAllah, puan, ok.' She remarked.

Most friends, especially those who have had experience learning from these two lecturers gave similar comment. They are both strict but at the same time helpful. "Ya Allah... permudahkanlah urusanku dengan bakal supervisors ku ini..."... 


Andai ada yang membaca entri saya ini, doakan saya dalam meneroka satu perjalanan yang baru ini ya... Thanks a lot!

Thursday, July 7, 2011

full of beans...

Ginny, my top floor neighbour in Bristol, always said this to Adlina - 'Look at you, you're full of beans!'. What does it mean, i asked her. and she said - someone who has a lot of energy and enthusiasm. and that's very true, indeed. (not only Adlina, but all the 3 - fathinah & akmal).
These photos were taken on Sunday, 3rd July. We arrived at Air Hitam (from JB) at around 3.45. Adlina went straight to her ballet class and was given extra 15 minutes lesson (the courtesy of the teacher, because we were late, the class began at 3). After ballet, we went to Jentayu restaurant for a cuppa & yong taufu. When everyone was full, they requested a playground, so we stopped at the RnR Dato' Sukiman.

adlina - tak sesuai main jongkang jongkit dgn baju ballet!

because there are only 2 swings, adlina had to resort to sthg like this.

nasib baik mama nampak kat tempat landing tu ada 't**i kucing'!

from grace to ....? ganas kot


akmal takut2 at first



Alhamdulillah, they slept early that nite - around 8.30! they must've been so exhausted!

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

newborn niece

my baby sister, (sometimes i still feel that she's still a baby)... i still remember when i was 13 and she was 3, she would come with mom to visit me at hostel. she was cute then, and she's grown to a beautiful lady. just last thursday, the 30th June, she delivered her first baby, named Amirah Nabilah, and that's the latest addition to my big family. Amirah is the 8th grandchild of my parents. My own kids are very excited about the new baby. They cuddled, kissed, smooched, and put the baby on their laps, everything. Unfortunately, my camera battery was flat that i didnt manage to snap their photos ;(.

But luckily I did snap this cute 'little suzy' stitched to the blanket we gave Amirah...


unfinished - without back stitch and the baby is still in the womb ;). design taken from the best cross stitch collection mag

finished - the piece sewn on the blanket. (can you spot the error?)
We hope that Amirah will be happy cozily wrapped in this blanket.
Semoga Amirah menjadi anak solehah dunia akhirat....

The following photos are abducted from the daddy's fb album heheheh....



comel kannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn......

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

cuti belajar - a risk worth taking?

cuti belajar or study leave is really a hot issue in every meeting chaired by the Dean. he has numerous times reminded all of us to make preparation for that purpose by end of June, so that those who want to further study can start in September this year. i am one of them. i've been teaching for 10 years. time flies and many of my colleagues have embarked on the journey, and many have returned with success. plus, students nowadays are much more advanced and most are very good, that being a mediocre teacher is not sufficient to teach them. thus, i need to upgrade and equip myself with new and more knowledge so i can become an excellent educator.

in the faculty meeting last month, the Dean has specifically mentioned my name, saying that he hoped i wouldn't withdraw my intention to further study this year. he also asked my husband (he mentioned his name) to support my decision to go. that statement implied that my husband wasn't supportive or probably i wasn't serious in this matter. in fact, dean has the right to say that, after all, he's the boss. it's my procrastination that is the main problem. i gave more priority to classes, students' assignments, proofreadings, translations, that i put aside this study leave process. Dean also reminded all language teachers to not to be so obsessed with part-time job & claims that made us forget about pursuing studies. he is also right about that. everytime we send in the claim form, we need to get his signature of endorsement. and he knows.

from that meeting, i slowly picked up things where i left in february. i've sent the application to further for PhD, and now am waiting for the offer letter. I've also sent some forms to the dean. this morning, kak siti, his PA, joked, 'salawati ada masalah disiplin, prof tak sign tau'. ouchh! that joke early in the morning nearly made me fainted! but at the same time she handed me the paper, with Prof's approval - 'dibenarkan untuk cuti belajar'. but i have this weird feeling. it's not happiness. but nervousness. i've started to feel uneasy. there is another form that Prof has to evaluate my preparation to further study. i will have to wait for that, maybe end of this week i will know what Prof has to say about me. uneasy. seriously.

there are lots of things that i need to sort out. i must start driving. i must not totally depend on my husband to drive me around. kids must start to be independent. and the list goes on...

Ya Allah, permudahkan urusanku...

taken from: http://bashar-igop.blogspot.com/2010/12/its-never-too-late.html

Saturday, June 25, 2011

Hari 'Jalinan Kasih'

Tadika IMAN & PUJI held 'Hari Jalinan Kasih' at the place on Saturday, 18th June 2011. It was actually an 'open day' where parents were invited to school and had discussions about their children's academic performance with teachers. Both Adlina & Fathinah were excited about this. The night before the open day, they kept on telling me what they did at school, like colouring, cut & paste, recited doas, etc etc...

We went to Fathinah's PUJI first. Teacher Ita entertained us. She showed Fathinah's file of work. I browsed through and found that she did OK. Teacher Ita said, Fathinah learns following her mood. When she's in good mood, she would be able to read Peter and Jane till 10 pages! But, when she is not really into learning, she would be the quietest person in class, and just stares blankly at the teacher. When that happens, teacher Ita would not force Fathinah, because she knows Fathinah will catch up fast soon. At the moment, Fathinah is at book 3a of Peter and Jane, and Buku 'U' Bacalah Sayang. (Alhamdulillah, at 3-year-old, she has recognised the phonetics and alphabets, both ABC and Iqra' 2). I pray that Fathinah will continously excel in her academic journey.

Fathinah, Akmal, Ayah & Busu Amin - at school sports day


Adlina's turn next. We met Teacher N. Her response when I asked how Adlina fair at school was 'Alhamdulillah, Puan, Zawani tak ada masalah langsung dengan pelajaran dia, senang diajar, mudah dapat apa yang cikgu ajar, pandai'. I was flattered. When she showed me Adlina's file, I felt like weeping... is this my little baby, who now can write, read, calculate, reasoning?'. Teacher N continued that Adlina shows strong determination and very competitive, in particular, with Sofea and Fatimah. (i know where she gets those two qualities from - her DAD, of course!). At this point, Adlina has read halfway through Book 5a of Peter and Jane, Buku 7 of Bacalah Anakku, memorised 13 ayat of Yaasiin precisely, Iqra' 2, knows how to do wudhu', memorise bacaan dalam solat and a lot more. I too pray that Adlina will be excellent in everything she does.

Adlina - always looks forward to school

Next year will be Akmal's turn to go to school. Akmal will be 3 next year, and I don't want his early years wasted. I pray Akmal will be an excellent boy too, InsyaAllah...
my family with mak & papa - syawal 2010


(i slowly learn how my mom has been worrying about my academic and exams and how she felt when i was successful in those and i am yet to learn how proud she was, seeing me at school stages receiving rewards, and witnessing my graduations... and i know as her prayer never fails to mention me, so does my prayer to her (and my dad too) and to my children)...

Friday, June 24, 2011

Aquaria, KLCC (cubaan utk letak gambar tidak berjaya lagi.. got to learn from Jimmy!!)

** this post was supposed to be published last year, but due to my not knowing what to with this advanced technology, it was pended till today **

Since our trip to Aquaria, Adlina has been talking into us (mom&dad) to visit that place again. Her reasons being : 'nak tengok butterfly fish, nemo, turtle, shark, ikan pari-pari, etc etc.. again and again...'. And also now she likes to watch the animal planet & natgeo wild channels, which previously she used to watch spongebob, tom & jerry, and garfield. that's a good change. (ye lah, asik tengok katun je, bukan bawa faedah pun, e.g. spongebob's spokesperson pun cakap 'watch more nautical nonsense in the next sbsqpnts bla bla...'


Fathinah, bila nampak ikan2 kecil & comel, dia ok. Bila nampak ikan2 besar mulalah dia jerit 'nak mummy, nak mummy!'. takutlah tu. nak ambik gambar pun takmau. bila dah sampai rumah & tengok semula gambar2 dlm camera, dia sebok tanye, 'mana gambar adek, takde pun'. haaa.. tau takpe dek oii..

Akmal, as always, the coolest boy. relax je in his stroller. tak berdecit, tak berdecut. observing everything in his peaceful manner. tp dia start bersuara bila Fathinah usik dia. Towards the end of the journey, Fathinah dah penat, dah mintak susu. Dia mula tarik Akmal dari stroller. Dia kata, 'Akmal, bagi adek pulak duduk sini, adek penat jalan'. Of course Akmal tak bagi. and Akmal pun menangis lah bila kena sakat dengan budak montel itu.

Bila dah keluar, masuk pulak ke souvenir shop. Adlina berkenan kat ikan buntal getah yg bila diketuk keluar lampu. sebiji, rm8.90. Fathinah pun nak juga. Akmal tak kisah, tengok je kerenah kakak2 dia. Tapi belikan juga la bola, sebiji rm9.90. Hmm.. harapkan mahal je, tp ikan Adlina tu, sebelah malam, telah kempis. tak sampai 6 jam beli, dah sapan.


Bila semua dah settled, we went to a friend's house. Faizal. Kami berkenalan di Bristol. Faizal now works as petronas senior engineer, kat klcc tu lah. He invited us for dinner. Rumah dia di Platinum View, Danau Kota. (fuh, grand betul nama tempat tu.). Apartment, guarded, kena slide masa nak masuk entrance, teringat masa pergi rumah anggsaz & kak alina di Charles Street, Glasgow. Sebijik la style mcm tu. My husband, kalau dah jumpa dengan Faizal (he's 10 years younger than my husband), amboi bersembang tak ingat dunia. dari satu topik ke satu topik. Semuanya tentang batu, minyak, surface science, material, testing, instrument, raw data, bla bla bla... (diorang ni takde life yg lebih menarik ke ek?). So, i was entertained by Amy, Faizal's wife. actually, Amy lebih pay attention to my kids. Biasa lah, diorang just married, no baby yet, so layan especially si Fathinah the montel lah... Sembang punye sembang, dah dekat pukul 10 baru nak bertolak balik Johor. Sampai Air Hitam dalam pukul 2 pagi mcm tu la...

What Accent are you?

The past 2 days, I facilitated a group of new students taking Interpersonal Skills course, which is a part of the skills enhancement programme. The 2-day-session was conducted in English. And the participants must also use the language for communication. (though some of them flouted the rule!).
There were 16 people in my group, they come from all over (Malaysia, of course). Most of them hold a degree and some possess a diploma in various disciplines. As a normal practice (I believe) in every event like this, the first activity must be the ice-breaking session.

(fast forward the story)

At the end of the ice-breaking, a student asked me a question which went something like this:
 'Madam, majority of people from Kelantan and Trengganu cannot speak English properly. They use their Kelantan slang. Is that ok?'
I answered that question with a question.'Do you mean their 'accent'?
Everybody rhymed : 'Yeeeeeessssssssss'.
I continued: 'Do you understand them when they speak English with Kelantan or Trengganu accent?
They answered: 'Noooooooooo'.
I felt like I was in a primary school class, with this kind of answer. Or probably that was influenced by my question itself. (???)
I asked them: 'What do you think my accent is?'
One said: 'Selangor'. I replied: 'I am Johorean'.
A girl said: 'Javanese!'
and that answer made me LOL!!!

To sum up, I really enjoy the programme, all group members were cooperative, creative, and most importantly, they have managed to speak much more than before, and that they are not afraid to use English to communicate their views. Above all, the team WON the TALLEST & STRONGEST TOWER competition, leaving the other 9 groups envious of that. Well Done!

Thursday, March 31, 2011

am rm10k richer!

fuh, i wish! actually that money is not for me to spend leisurely. this morning, i checked the pigeon hole, and there it was. a letter from the uni RMC, informing that my application for short grant has been approved. Yeay!! I submitted the application April last year (2010), but due to some financial restriction, it was brought forward to this year. Alhamdulillah.... what else could i say. the research is funded for a year, 15 March 2011 - 14 March 2012.

now i need to fill in some forms and submit them to the Dean.

till then...

Friday, March 25, 2011

the other side of me

my mom is a fulltime housewife, and i admire her (of course, everyone should theirs, rite?). dulu masa kecik2, mak selalu bawak pegi masuk kelas mengait, sulam2an, masak2, mengaji, marhaban, dan macam2 lagi. baju kami adik beradik, memang lah tak pernah orang lain yang jahit kecuali mak yang jahit. even gunting rambut pun, mak yang buat. apatah lagi hal masak memasak ni, rasanya tak pernah makan kat luar. I know McD for the first time, masa matriks di shah alam, itupun roommate yg memang orang KL yang bawa masuk. other than that, my first lesson of muqaddam is also from my mom, and khatam al-quran also from her.

kan best kalau semua skills yang mak ada tu turun kat aku... tapi aku yakin memang ada, cuma tidak dicungkil saje bakatnya... what i know is, sometimes keinginan utk (for e.g.) menjahit tu ada, tapi tak tau nak start macamana, nak masak yang best2 tu ada, tp mcm tak confident, nak gunting rambut anak sendiri tp takut tak cantik lah pulak...

but, one thing for sure, i like doing cross stitch. memanglah benda ni dah sangat lama, i mean, teknologi lama. dulu2 mak memang encourage buat benda ni. the problem is me. susah sungguh nak siapkan satu2 benda. mak always said, 'bila dah mulakan satu pekerjaan, kena habiskan, jangan tinggal separuh jalan'. tu lah...

so di sini i try (word 'try' sbb tak tau lagi cara nak letak pic) letak some of the cross stitch yg selamat disiapkan...

the 1st cottage

the 2nd cottage of 6 in the village that I managed to complete

Friday, March 18, 2011

MC

Wah, sungguh lama tak menulis blog. Thats ok. Banyak keje, kan. With classes & materials to proofread, memanglah tak sempat utk leisure writing. Tapi hari ni, sempat pulak, kan. Hari ni, doktor bagi MC. actually sejak semalam lagi dah dapat MC. sebabnya, demam + batuk + selsema + sore throat + terus tak keluar suara. Dah keje guna suara, so bila suara takde, dapatlah cuti rehat. alhamdulillah, Allah masih bagi kekuatan utk jari2 ni menaip. so, eventhough MC, still datang juga ke ofis, tapi tak masuk ke kelas, hanya check email kot2 ada ape2 yg penting, and skim & scan assignments yg students baru submit tadi.

pagi tadi check email, memang ada yg sangat penting. dapat email dari PP utk isi borang2 yg perlu diaju ke KPT. i'm in the process of applying for CB, so banyaklah forms yg perlu diisi & dilengkapkan. Deadline - isnin, 21/3 sebelum 9 pagi. Sempat ke nak isi tu, banyak tu. InsyaAllah... sempat rasanya....

(p/s: betapa kecil ujian demam ini jika dibandingkan dengan ujian gempa dan tsunami... Ya Allah, Ya Rahman Ya Rahim... Engkaulah yang maha pemurah dan penyayang)

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

lotsa things happened

still in Week 1 of 2011, so it's still not late to wish everyone Happy New Year, rite? this year, i spent the new year eve cozily wrapped in blanket and head covered with pillow, after swallowing 2 panadols. Yes. headache. a really throbbing pain. luckily i was in my BIL & SIL's house in KL, so I have a nephew & nieces who helped babysitting all my children. until at 12 midnite I was awaken by the firecrackers explosive sound that forced me to get out of the bed, as Nina excitedly called me to witness the sparkles. our plan was to go out somewhere, like dataran merdeka, and my niece suggested a less crowded place in the amcorp mall, to celebrate new year. but since i was down with headache, the plan was cancelled. but everybody was happy. staying home wasnt bad at all. i imagine going out with crowds around would make my headache worse!

before that, on thursday, 30th december, we went to Aquaria, again! this time i took along my BIL's 3 loyal children. they were big enough to help handling my small kids. ;) So, the trip was fun, exciting, and better than the previous one. this time around, there's an octopus. the seahorses are distinctive. previously they were still small & transparent. i feel that the number of sharks is more, and stingrays too. Adlina was excited as always. Fathinah, still did not enjoy watching 'big fish', but she's ok with the 'small' ones. Akmal fell asleep on our way to the tunnel. The 3 big kids, are supportive . along the way...




on the day that Malaysians got their public holiday because of football, we planned to visit the bird parks & also jln TAR. But those 2 were cancelled. my hubby was exhausted and had leg pain. the kids asked why they just stayed home that day. But, at nite, we went to mid valley the gardens. I purposely asked my BIL to take us there. yes, BORDERS. Hani, my friend, told me that. when I reached Borders, the aroma (books + starbucks coffee at the back) really reminds me of Borders at Bristol. the place where I used to pop in everyday, especially during lunch break when I worked at the Co-Op, Queens St. And also late evening, especially after my husband returned from his lab, we used to have coffee at starbucks. we were regulars there, that in 2005 we were given tokens for free drinks & cakes by the starbucks' manager, Richard, i guess his name is. So, here in Borders, i bought 6 books for my daughters, and 2 magz for myself. and my SIL bought some books for her children as well.

(ok, got to stop here. will continue later, now it's time for faculty meeting...)

Friday, December 24, 2010

what happened?

what i foresee is true. my last post was about a month ago. what happened? i actually wrote about the aquaria trip, but then, something went wrong when i pressed that 'publish post' button. so thats it. malas dah nak retype.

alrite, just a bit of update of what happened this week.

over the weekend sampai isnin, ada meeting di Avillion Legacy, Melaka. skt fakulti. food there was superb. dari breakfast sampai supper. and sempatlah aku jalan2 ke POPULAR & MPH. and found what i've been looking for!! best best. and i also bought 2 new exciting sticker & activities books for my daughters.

yesterday, kontraktor pasang blinds menggantikan langsir biru gelap dlm bilik ni. the effect - WOW! terang benderang bilik ni tanpa switch on the lites. memanglah. jimat letrik. TAPI. mata aku ni sakit sebab silau. nak tengok komputer silau. nak baca pun silau. fikir punya fikir, terpaksalah aku susun semula kedudukan meja ni, supaya boleh buat kerja dengan lebih selesa. 2 days back, dah mintak siap2 dengan akak cleaner tu, 3 beg plastik hitam. as usual, semester baru nak buka so kena buat housekeeping, maka banyak lah kertas2 dan botol2 air mineral utk direcycle oleh akak cleaner tersebut. tapi tak siap2 lagi kemas.

today, email uni tak berfungsi. kenapa ye? tak taulah, hopefully tak ada email2 penting hari ni, taulah hari ni jumaat. i spent the whole morning today jadi PA to my husband. pegi PPI lah, pejabat penerbit lah, faculty office lah, sampai keje sendiri pun tergendala. kalau dapat gaji extra ok juga, kan bang. selepas semua tu selesai, barulah i hibernate in my own cozy room.

what did i accomplish today? searching and searching and searching... some were fruitful, some weren't. tiba time tak berjaya tu, geram je. tapi tak ape, alternative sentiasa ada. so, this coming monday, i must run to the library, for interlibrary-loan. the place i work, library tak subscribe to all e-journals. so mana2 yg tak dapat access tu, boleh request for loan. aku pernah buat a few months back. alhamdulillah berjaya. so, next week nak kena buat lagi la nampaknya...

today also, we plan to go home early. pengasuh anak2 nak pegi KL ada majlis kawin anak sedara dia. and for us, my in-laws nak datang ke rumah maybe tonite, or most probably tomorrow. best juga, meriahlah nanti rumah aku tu...

ok.. cukuplah..

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Legend Hotel & Aquaria

last sunday-tuesday we stayed at Legend Hotel. but not on our expenses, my husband was invited as one of the speakers for ICEM2010, the international conference on experimental mechanics, so the stay was fully sponsored by the organisers. we arrived at the hotel at around 9 pm, because it was raining so heavily, there were 3 accidents along the highway, and the traffic was packed, plus the navigator went hairwired and lost satellite reception several times in the city. we could've arrived 2 hours earlier if not for those conditions. tapi tak apa, alhamdulillah akhirnya sampai juga ke sana dengan selamat.

the kids, macam lah sebelum ni tak pernah duduk hotel, were excited as always, tak sempat lagi bellboy bawa masuk beg2, anak2 dah menyerbu masuk ke bath tub. ye lah, seharian dalam kereta, mau nye tak rimas. dalam hujan2 macam tu, berendam dalam air panas memang sangat best! sehinggakan adek yg tolong angkat beg tu kata, baiklah puan tengok anak2 puan dlm bilik air tu, biar dia je yg angkat beg masuk bilik. bagus betul.

monday - the conference began. and i was left with the kids. thought of taking them to the pool, tp hujan. so, instead, bawak diorang pegi jalan2 the mall. sebelum keluar, dah pesan pd anak2, jgn lari2, kena pegang mama etc etc... and alhamdulillah, they all well-behaved. makan dengan penuh sopan.

petang, around 5.30pm, conference ended. semua orang lapar. so hubby called his brothers who live in kl. that nite, all of us went to a seafood restaurant, (tak ingat nama ape & area mana) tp according to my BIL, restoran tu pernah masuk rncgn jalan2 cari makan. hujan lagi. lepas makan, abg E balik utk fetch kak Awe from work. so, Abg Ikin pulak yg bawa kami jalan2 & upon his kids' request, we stopped at klcc. Wah! Adlina paling syok. Fatin berlari2, dan Akmal pun taknak pegang tangan. Nasib baik I have 3 nieces yang dah besar so boleh tolong kejar budak2 ni & pegang diorang. kalau harapkan myself, mau ada yang tergelincir. fountains sangat cantik. klcc pun cantik waktu malam. actually dr balkoni bilik hotel pun boleh nampak klcc & kl tower. i snapped some pictures. tp tak pandai lah pulak nak masukkan dlm post ni. dulu2 ada belajar, tapi dah tak ingat.

ok, tentang aquaria akan disambung kemudian....

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

a s****d prank!

last nite, we were hit by 2 irresponsible guys who played prank on my hubby. one of them called my husband and told him in a very serious manner that there was someone riding a black bike, with fullface helmet, waiting outside our gate. 2 nites before he told my husband that this guy has been lingering in front of my house around 11 pm. that has made my husband particularly anxious, that he couldnt sleep at nite, for the fear of someone would break into our house. but last nite, it was for real. my hubby just finished his isya' prayer when this guy called. he said that he had caught the guy who waited outside. my husband shouted and told his friend to remain there as he would call the police. it was about 40 feet distance from my door to the front gate. we could see two people fighting in front. we were frightened. my children were screaming. they knew that some bad guys were here. a few minutes later, the policeman arrived. seeing him, my husband opened the gate (it's electric gate). suddenly, these two b****y guys dashed in! the guy with helmet took it off. Oh My! they are none other than our friends!! my husband was so furious!!. he apologised to the police who was at that time on duty at some other place, observing some drug addicts, but rushed to my house knowing that there was an emergency. my hubby then forced these 2 guys to the police station. they dont have any idea of the implications. they dont realise that my husband and the police have good professional bond. over there, my husband explained to the officer that these 2 boys have played prank on him. the officer was serious. my husband was embarassed. he is well-known to the police station. the police know my husband and look highly on him. but this incident has scratched his reputation. these 2 guys, dont they realise that giving false information can create problem to others? one of them even boasted to my husband that their Plan A was to leave his motorbike in front of the gate, and they wanted to climb over the wall so it will look as if someone breaks into our house! that is even crazy! what if the police patrol car comes and the officers draw the gun and shoot them while they are showing their s****d drama???

no, no apologise from them. they didnt take it seriously. they even said that my husband shouldnt have called the police. to me, they do not have respect to my husband, even though my husband is their boss at work. they could laugh about it afterwards. but, i forced my husband to text them. it was at 1.30am. i dont care. i know they were still up. tell them that I was so furious. I was mad at them. at their immaturity. at their irresponsibility. their s****d acts have made all my children frightened. have made my disabled husband worried like hell. i wont forgive them. they dont deserve it. till now, there's still no reply to the text.